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Thinking about a big slice of bread toasted in the fry pan

i moved into my own place, slowly making my little nest cosy

a lot has happened since my last entry

Some days life is unbearable, aimless, pointless. Other days the simplest thing is joy. I try to remind myself to remember that my bad days are not my reality.

Went to hardcore show, got dropped home, ate orange slices, now In bed warming up

I am in love with my tiny little space heater

Strung along

Don't hold back

If nothing else I have walking, I like to saunter, I like to stroll, I meander through life

I love walking. Would I like a lift? Well maybe sometimes if its dark but I will walk through the rain, I will walk through my blisters, I will walk to the end of the earth

I have decided that I can live in my daydreams

Rain rain rain

I love walking I love walking I love walking

"He who destroys himself, destroys the world"

Reading this and rereading and rereading and breathing it

My favourite vegetables: Cauliflower, broccoli, carrots, pumpkin

Why can't I live in my day dreams all the time ?

"Head Over Heels" by Tears for Fears has been playing on repeat in my head phones for hours

I've been dazed

Did I tell you I went mushroom foraging? It was so quiet, so magical

Be like water! Be like the trees!

Practicing non attachment

I actually feel the wonder of being alive , or , existing ? It took me almost 30 years to get here

I had a very strange week, but we're back on top now

Now I'm in bed and my weary head is rested

Wow, I had the best day ever

Always leave everything to the last minute

I could be walking down the street click clack click with my big ass headphones on and my musics playing and lifes good

I bought cheap wireless headphones and now I feel unstoppable

The cinema is a portal!

I have to book a doctors appointment but I'm scared of what they'll tell me

A few days ago I had a big bowl of fried oyster mushrooms, it was perfect

Life right now is very slow, I've been spending so much time alone

My heart hurts

Practicing A and D chord changes, this is hard

Two slices of toast with butter and a cup of tea

I'm out of isolation :) yay :)

Tonight I'm listening to 'Readjusting The Locks' by Institute

My next fantasy place is to be sat out by a river in Aotearoa, a lot of swimming, napping, reading.

With me I have:

• A big towel

• An assortment of fruit and vegetables, dips, chips and a salad sandwich

• Bathers

• Sunscreen

• Good book

• Music is playing

I think my YouTube search history for the past three days is just all Appalachia related

Thinking about portals!

I like to fall asleep to this album

When I close my eyes I'm imagining myself riding a janky bike in the Japanese countryside, my basket is filled with fruit I've never tried

I could live inside this poem

I spoke to my mum on the phone today, she reminded me that when I was younger she would cut up a raw onion and put it in my room when I was unwell - ?

I fell asleep from 4 til 7, I woke up thinking it was the next day