i moved into my own place, slowly making my little nest cosy
a lot has happened since my last entry
Some days life is unbearable, aimless, pointless. Other days the simplest thing is joy. I try to remind myself to remember that my bad days are not my reality.
Went to hardcore show, got dropped home, ate orange slices, now In bed warming up
I am in love with my tiny little space heater
Don't hold back
If nothing else I have walking, I like to saunter, I like to stroll, I meander through life
I love walking. Would I like a lift? Well maybe sometimes if its dark but I will walk through the rain, I will walk through my blisters, I will walk to the end of the earth
I have decided that I can live in my daydreams
Rain rain rain
I love walking I love walking I love walking
"He who destroys himself, destroys the world"
My favourite vegetables: Cauliflower, broccoli, carrots, pumpkin
Why can't I live in my day dreams all the time ?
"Head Over Heels" by Tears for Fears has been playing on repeat in my head phones for hours
I've been dazed
Did I tell you I went mushroom foraging? It was so quiet, so magical
Be like water! Be like the trees!
Practicing non attachment
I actually feel the wonder of being alive , or , existing ? It took me almost 30 years to get here
I had a very strange week, but we're back on top now
Now I'm in bed and my weary head is rested
Wow, I had the best day ever
Always leave everything to the last minute
I could be walking down the street click clack click with my big ass headphones on and my musics playing and lifes good
I bought cheap wireless headphones and now I feel unstoppable
The cinema is a portal!
I have to book a doctors appointment but I'm scared of what they'll tell me
A few days ago I had a big bowl of fried oyster mushrooms, it was perfect
Life right now is very slow, I've been spending so much time alone
My heart hurts
Practicing A and D chord changes, this is hard
Two slices of toast with butter and a cup of tea
I'm out of isolation :) yay :)
Tonight I'm listening to 'Readjusting The Locks' by Institute
My next fantasy place is to be sat out by a river in Aotearoa, a lot of swimming, napping, reading.
With me I have:
A big towel
An assortment of fruit and vegetables, dips, chips and a salad sandwich
Music is playing
I think my YouTube search history for the past three days is just all Appalachia related
Thinking about portals!
When I close my eyes I'm imagining myself riding a janky bike in the Japanese countryside, my basket is filled with fruit I've never tried
I spoke to my mum on the phone today, she reminded me that when I was younger she would cut up a raw onion and put it in my room when I was unwell - ?
I fell asleep from 4 til 7, I woke up thinking it was the next day
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